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I'm having a bitch of a day. Well, mostly. Had to go back to the doctor for the third time this month about pill fuck ups. It wouldn't be as big a deal as it is if they weren't fucking with my painkillers. You know, the things that keep me from curling into a ball and whimpering all day long. And now that I have the correct pills, the pills which I always get 3 months worth so I don't have to drive two hours both way back to the doctor, I have to turn around and go back in less than a month because EVERYONE IS AN ASSHOLE BUT ME. I seriously wish I could find another doctor.

After leaving the doc I went to Toys R Us (I wasn't driving because I was in fucking pain) to get the nephew's birthday gifts for Wednesday. I fully intended no buying him his first set of big boy Lego, but I wanted them to be Batman themed. I walked up and down the Lego aisle about 4 times, saw animals, Egypt, Indiana Jones (Crystal Skull, eugh) and Star Wars, no Bats. Had to go plan B and just action figure him up. I got him a handful from the (most excellent) Brave & The Bold cartoon: Batman vs Alien twin pack, Blue Beatle, and Black Manta (the only villain they had) as well as some tiny super deformed style Star Wars guys (I forget who, I think Han & Chewie and R2 & three Jawas) Or something else completely. Hell if I can remember earlier today. There was something else I bought, but I don't remember. I'll probably scoop him up some more come Wednesday when I hit the loose figures rack at Stand-Up. He doesn't know new from used yet. Those are only like three-five bucks or something.

Why is this bad though? Because I'm so broke right now I can't afford to buy a soda at Walgreens while picking up my pills. My credit card burns when I touch it. I'll be happy when my fn "job" that I hate doing starts. Though tomorrow I intend to update my resume and apply for another thing which sounds pretty awesome (which means I won't get it).